Monday, March 21, 2016

3Q35

I do mot exist for the simple fact that
He never leaves his room

the only time I do exist
Is when he takes the garbage out during the day
but that is rare
because he does it at night

Shadows only be when the person is in the sun
So I hardly be at all

3Q34

I am a classic introvert
Through in through
I much prefer to be alone as to
in a crowded room

Something about being alone with my thoughts
Is comforting and a little daunting
And I enjoy solace more than partying
But I seem to be the only one.

Wednesday, March 16, 2016

3Q33

My bed is warm and my sheets are soft
The room is cold but that's because I like it that way
There is music playing but at a low volume
And my window is cracked
so I can hear the birds

The birds chirp and squeak
My bed is warm because
I'm in it
And I like it that way

Tuesday, March 15, 2016

3Q32

I daydream in this class when
I've finished my work and have nothing to do
Which is common
Most of the time I try to research authors
And that takes up some time
But I get bored easily in this trailer
It feels clammy and sticky in here

Monday, March 14, 2016

3Q31

Daylight Savings Time has royally
screwed me over
I feel weird when I go to sleep and wake up
it messes with my head
it messes with my eyes
i am ALWAYS TIRED
but i was tired before it so that is not
statistically significant
but I hate this time
its hot and the hours seem fleeting
The only good thing i can think of
is that I can sit at my desk with the shining sun pouring through
my window
for another hour.

Friday, March 11, 2016

3Q30

I have a cat
J'ai un chat
She's grey and has white spots
All over, to make her look like a
white tiger.
But she's too sweet to be a tiger
although she thinks she is
she gallops and pounces and
kicks my face while I sleep
I like it though
just having her next to me
coexisting

Thursday, March 10, 2016

3Q29

I feel so small even though I'm taller than my mom
But then again, everyone is taller than their mom
The towers above seem to have no end
Paths to heaven, if you believe
or paths to the universe if you don't

I see them as trees
Each with their roots and limbs and 
beings that inhabit them
Ants that crawl around it and animals 
that live in it

Something about these great towers is magical
They make me feel so insignificant yet 
build me up, make me believe that there is something great
in this sad world.

Wednesday, March 9, 2016

3Q28

The only sport I enjoy
is called something different here
not the logical way of naming things
but something completely different

We call it soccer
I don't know how soccer came about
the term kind of drives me crazy
it just does not make any sense

I call it football
some call it futbol
but it makes sense because
you play with your feet
and there is a ball
foot-ball

Tuesday, March 8, 2016

3Q27

The sun punishes my neck 
Hardly a wind goes by 
The road in front of me is dirt
Lonely
Alone
I have no reason to be walking down this road
but
I do not not have one either
I feel calm here
upon this dirt road

Monday, March 7, 2016

3Q26

Outside I stood, watching the sun
coat the world with its beautiful golden honey
The wind blew gently across my face and in that moment
I knew this was beauty

The ground beneath my feet lay quiet and still
The dirt, so rich and fruitful provided life and beauty
The river in the distance provided a sound which
would drown out all the impurities
The heat from the sun began to good the leaves
Scorch them and burn tiny holes in them
and in that moment
I knew this was beauty

3Q25

Arms outstretched and eyes wide as ever
The squirrel reached for the nut that was in front of him
He was so close, so close he could taste it
His eyes transfixed upon it

He never did reach it though
he was too little and his hand too small
The nut was to big he would choke on it
Bu this ambition did not cease to exist

Thursday, March 3, 2016

3Q24

I did not have any homework yesterday
So that made me smile
It felt good to not have any stress for a few hours
I haven't had that in a long time
I ate and slept and lounged and relaxed
And it was nice to feel alright
and at peace
for a little bit

Wednesday, March 2, 2016

3Q23

D    T
O    R                                       My darkest fear
N    U
A    M
L    P
D    !

3Q22

The sun is shining and I am sad
That winter has come to an untimely end
My allergies are getting really bad
And I have a lawn to attend
to
Spring makes my nose run and my
eyes water
It makes my head hurt
and my heart sad

I love the cold weather too much